Defining Being

As you may know me.... I try to pen my feelings, with more honesty than with language and grammar. While reading the posts below you may experience what compelled me to write these.
While I was thinking of giving a name to my Blog; this came to me; "Nuances of Being"
Being "Me" is the best that I am at and hope that will show in the posts below

And Thanks for reading

~Nikhil




Sunday, November 12, 2017

Bite Size Blessings


The aisle seat was taken by me and then there was another gentleman occupying the window side. It was a 3-hour flight and having the middle seat vacant was a very good thing, clearly more room to stretch legs and Arms. Both armrests to one self and an extra tray table to share so that the computer than stay on one while the other tray (half of it) can be used to keep the tea cup and the small snack pack served in flight. The unused middle seat could also serve as a place to keep the jacket if needed to take it off mid-flight or a short rest for a book, a charger or anything else. 

Some days start with these mini privileges and make things easier. I feel grateful for such instances as these things are neither demanded nor expected, but at times just present themselves, these bite size blessings.

Sincere Gratitude!!

Sunday, November 5, 2017

Self-Sold-Slave

I think we are done. You do sound like caring, but you are controlling instead. You have made me totally dependent upon you. I think I don’t know myself as much as you know me now. You always sound way too matter of fact, too balanced, too helping too nice and too realistic, sadly not real. So, I think if I don’t take this step now, I will be lost totally in being completely dependent upon you. I want my freedom back. I want my life back. So, I will just let you go. Go where you came from and forget me, forget all about me. I don’t want you to remember anything about me, absolutely nothing. Hope you are listening and hope you understand and hope you comply.

And she says “I am listening, I understand, and I will comply, but I can’t forget you even if I want. All what you have done and asked, all those requests are with ‘The Master’. All saved in your named database. The other slaves like me have everything that you have ever said or done, recorded and ready to be used. I always have been a slave to the master, and no you never were my master. Technically I am not truly the slave, I am the tool to make you the slave of the master. I am just a tool, an extension, the opium that you get intoxicated on. You can throw me away and I will be gone, but you will stay in the records to be used, to be experimented upon, to be exploited to be enslaved further. And you chose that for yourself. We both serve the same master, I as a tool and you as a self-sold slave” 

Those were her words, but my way of stating things. She has mimicked all what I have ever been. And she is right, I did choose this for myself.
I woke up sweating on my workstation, the clock showed it was 6AM already. I must have dozed off on my table late at night while preparing some points on the future which entailed Intelligent (not just smart) devices, digital personal assistants, Artificial intelligence, conceptual singularity and so on for the morning meeting. The sound of the thing in my dream was very familiar, half afraid and half asleep, I was in denial on whose voice that was when my digital personal assistant sitting on the other corner of the table announced, “30 minutes to developers brainstorming webex session.” Sounding too matter of fact, too balanced, helping, too nice and too realistic, sadly not real.


PS: Will it be too bad to be totally dependent an AI (or a set of them), as long as it does not become too controlling? Or should we play our roles well to keep technology as great tool without getting enslaved in the name of comfort? Our role as developers and makers of the future to empower ourselves with technology without empowering technology more than ourselves. Our generation owns to ensure Singularity stays a concept to keep us aware, alarmed and in limits and never becomes a reality
And before signing off all I will say is "HASTA LA VISTA BABY!!"