Defining Being

As you may know me.... I try to pen my feelings, with more honesty than with language and grammar. While reading the posts below you may experience what compelled me to write these.
While I was thinking of giving a name to my Blog; this came to me; "Nuances of Being"
Being "Me" is the best that I am at and hope that will show in the posts below

And Thanks for reading

~Nikhil




Tuesday, July 4, 2017

The Crossroads - Walk on

I closed my eyes and could see a silhouette of a man, sitting solitary on a bench, immersed in deep thought. He is neither happy, nor sad, neither enlightened, nor confused. Neither is he highly accomplished and nor derived of accomplishments. He is neither tired, nor energetic to start a fresh. So many ways he is there, neither a failure, nor a success. Living a well-off life where all bills are paid, family is well clothed and well fed, guests are cared for and some charity is possible.


I look at him and he reminds me of someone I know, someone I know rather too well. Someone who I know is standing at the crossroads of many things at the same time. And these crossroads have not been a new occurrence to him. However the stakes are higher than usual, so the hesitation is greater than usual. He knows there are no wrong turns, except the turns that you take while lacking the faith+. He knows all needed to do was to continue on with the journey. He knows the journey is always as beautiful or as comfortable or as adventurous or as boring as he wants it to be. But still the feet are pulled down by the weight of a million apprehensions. Even lifting one foot is painful and not moving is unwise.
The man on the bench looks upwards as if asking for divine guidance. The Sun is setting and the breeze is cooling the warmth of summer. A song from more than a decade ago starts playing in his mind, “You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been. A place that has to be believed, to be seen……Walk on!!”*

He thinks he has his answer. He is unsure of the consequences. He doesn’t know if he will regret the consequences of his decision, but he is certain now that he will never regret an indecision. Crossroads have presented themselves and his only responsibility is to take the turn he wants, stopping is the only action to avoid here. So just walk on….

You could have flown away, a singing bird in an open cage who will only fly; Only fly for freedom….Walk on!!!* The song continues to play. And I know the man has his answer. Whether the answer is good or bad? That will be decided somewhere in a different time and on a different turn, a different crossroad. Till then Walk on.

The Man on the bench gets up and start walking, his profile fading away in setting Sun. And I know I have the answer that my friend is looking for, and I also know I will not have to tell him as he will know it too, himself.

+   http://nuancesofbeing.blogspot.com/2013/04/crossroads.html (Referring to a post from 2013)

* “Walk on” a famous and incredibly inspiring song by  "U2"

Note: All pictures clicked by Nikhil Dogra