Defining Being

As you may know me.... I try to pen my feelings, with more honesty than with language and grammar. While reading the posts below you may experience what compelled me to write these.
While I was thinking of giving a name to my Blog; this came to me; "Nuances of Being"
Being "Me" is the best that I am at and hope that will show in the posts below

And Thanks for reading

~Nikhil




Saturday, March 20, 2021

Deep Inside

 Having asked a simple question "how are you holding up?" He smiled and narrated  this episode in response

 Few steps more and then all is going to be fine. This is not the first time he felt this way. His parched lips needed water and his blistered feet were resisting to move. The Sun felt so hot as if he could touch its burning surface if he had stretched his arm just a little bit. 

No shade in sight but the water is just a few steps away, he could see the blue shimmering surface of the small lake not too far away. But the lake kept on moving farther away as he tried to step closer to it.

 This is not the lake; you know this is a mirage his mind told him. You cannot be a fool to not know the difference between the mirage and oasis? A small voice angrily asked from the corner of his mind. They all left, turned or stopped and some got far ahead of you. You are all by yourself, he heard the small voice tell him.

He ignored and took another step. And then one more and so on. 

Deep inside he knew there was no Oasis. Deep inside he knew this was a mirage. Deep inside he knew he was not a fool. Deep inside he knew he had come too far to turn back. Deep inside he knew stopping there meant the end of it all. Deep inside he knew it was hopeless. Deep inside he knew he can't give up. Deep inside he knew he would go on till he cannot anymore. Deep inside he had never lost his faith on his feet and Deep inside he had never lost faith in the possibility of a miracle. 

Deep inside he knew he was invincible as long as he was alive.

I may never know that man in the desert or what happened to him in the end. but whenever I think of his story, I always pray that he met the miracle, the hope of which had kept him going. As such lone travelers can always use a prayer. 

12 comments:

  1. Very inspiring. Everyone needs this faith, and this comes with grace

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  2. The quest of humanbeings to do something better in every difficult situations have evolved us from apes to mankind. since evolution, there has been an touchbearer who have walked alone the unknown path in darkness to show humans the light and path. so will happen in coming times too.
    " chalne ka naam zindagi, jo rukh gayi, tu khel khtam. TATA BYe bye. happy birthday :) lol

    ये जीवन है...साहब..
    उलझेंगे नहीं,
    तो सुलझेंगे कैसे...
    और बिखरेंगे नहीं,
    तो निखरेंगे कैसे.... "ख़्वाब भले टूटते रहे मगर "हौंसले"
    फिर भी ज़िंदा हो

    "हौसला " अपना ऐसा रखो जहाँ
    मुश्किलें भी शर्मिंदा हो !!""

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  3. Priyadogra good very positive thoughtits real yahi hai zindgi kazaba

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